I woke up at about 4:58am an' haven't been able to go back to sleep.
"Why?" you ask.
Possibly because I'm stressing 'bout the fine institutions of higher learning I'm enrolled in right now.
Or possibly because of the nagging cough that was included as part of the package given to me from the common cold I acquired a week and a half ago.
Or quite possibly because of the stress caused from my current financial situation.
It's most likely a combination of the three, resulting in a thing I refer to as life.
I started up this OJT with the intent on bein' a source of entertainment for those that read it, as a way to display my wit an' insight, an' as a nice a refreshment from the usual day-to-day recordings that make up most of the ones that are made public.
Sorta hard to do that these days.
Now it's just a way for people to keep tabs on me.
For those people:
The majority of the stress is coming from the fact that my current spring break has been ruined because of the actions of one person.
A semester long, group project that is worth a lil' more than half our grade.
A semester long, group project that is supposed to be a series of short films composed by the individual groups in class all focused on a central theme that is worth a lil' more than half our grade.
The central theme being the word "action", not "redundant". I'm just bein' a little redundant because I'm just a taaaad bit angry at the moment.
"Why the anger?"
Because I was thinkin' that I'd be able to take a break this week an' spend some quallity time w/ everyone I've been neglecting over the year.
Because I was under the assumption that all we'd have left to do was the editing an' we'd be done for the whole semester w/ a month to spare.
Because a good two-thirds of the great work we put into this project was all pissed down the drain in one day.
Because a certain someone never made copies like we asked 'em to the whole semester.
Because we aren't gonna get "ideal conditions" for most of the things we shot anymore due to the change in seasons.
Because none of us have the funds to rent out the props/costumes again.
And finally because all the time, mileage, an' gas we spent on this project this semester can't be replaced with a simple "things happen when you get drunk."
Hey YOU.
What in the whole wide world of fuck were you thinking?!
Your amateur girls gone wild video wasn't exactly the way we wanted to display "action". We put so much of our souls into this project. Do you have any idea how long we spent workin' on the screenplays, the cinematography, an' the extra takes while you left early because you "got bored"? Why'd we let you join our group? We could've just borrowed equipment from somebody else.
I need a drink.